February is going to fly by so fast. I am still have difficulty getting up some mornings, because I let my mind wander. Right now, I have a bit of anxiety since I looked at my calendar. I want to get up and review my notes before the exam, but I'm not sure how to tell my brain, stop thinking of him and those memories.
The good news is that AA is back from a month stint running her family's store in Baytown. At the very least, I have the person I'm closest with in Lubbock in the flesh.
I hate this sadness. I want to just cry to get it out, but I don't think that's going to work this time. I even want to update with more cheerful posts, but I think I'm just going to let these awful feelings ride out for a bit longer. They're definitely not as intense as before, but they're still there. Hopefully, by the end of the month, I can at least will them to some sort of motivation. How is it that I feel so lost?
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